I was alive

I can get very paranoid sometimes; it's just in my nature.

Here:
I hit my head really hard the other day. And just a few days prior to this, I was discussing with someone the effects of concussions, and he said that if you go to bed with a concussion, you could slip into a coma.

So I kept thinking how I could have gotten a concussion (my head hurt a little bit). I knew this wasn't true though, but I just kept thinking it.

And soon enough this idea tangled itself in my head, and I couldn't untie it; I was thinking how when I went to bed and fell asleep-- I'd never wake up again. I'd slip into a coma. And that'd be it.

So I kept thinking, how it was possible, that this night, it could be the last night of my life.

And I went to bed.


And the next morning, I woke up, and it took me about 10 hours to realize that, no, I didn't die-- I was alive.