I don't know how I'm going to survive this next week. I'm going to have nothing to do, none of my friends are going to be here, I'm not going to be able to talk to her, nothing. I'll have headaches, probably. I could read, I guess, but I always just end up distracted.

And it's not the kind of being alone that I used to like. The solitude. Nope. This kind is just...loneliness.